Today I hate running….

I can’t even call today’s run a run.  Not even 1/2 a mile in to it I was emotional. I felt tired.  I didn’t want to run.  I didn’t want to think about the 1/2 marathon.  I was just a mess.  I wanted to go crawl back into bed and cry.

It’s been a couple hours, and I’ve regained control of my emotions, mostly.  I am still so frustrated with running.  I don’t feel like I’m improving, I feel like I’m getting worse.  I just need a good run.  I need to not feel tired, and I need to not feel pain.

Logical me thinks it’s got to be nutrition and form related.  I actually don’t think I’ve been eating enough and that’s why I feel so tired.  Emotional me thinks I just don’t have the heart, and I’m beating myself up inside.  I keep thinking I should just toughen up and power through.  Yet I can’t.  UGH!  Bad run day.

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About vegastrigirl

I'm a tri baby who's just started to participate in this crazy circus of triathlons.
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